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Get Out

Feb 8, 2005, 5:37:45 PM by ~Gochikku-Meesan
Literature / Poetry / Spiritual / Free Verse

its getting late
yet my heart still aches
u still exist in the mist
and my heart still aches for u

if u had to leave
then why didnt u just leave
cause ur soul still remains
leave get out ur wanted too much u cant stay

u broke my heart
but that wasnt enough
u had to stick around
after ur time expired

u got hired
then u got fired
now im tired
tired of missing u

if u can't come back to me
then just leave
take all your stuff
take every part of u
and just leave
GET OUT!!!!

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Current Residence: My home
Interests: Acting
Favourite movie: The whole friday the 13th series
Favourite band or musician: Slipknot,Tech N9ne
Favourite genre of music: Hard Rock
Favourite artist: ur momma
Favourite poet or writer: Janeypoos
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Comments

!JaneyPoos Apr 27, 2006

YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right now

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"Ain't not'in' but a muffin, we got alotta butter to go."

"I pay the rent in this raggedy mutha f**** and all you do is suck up food and heat"

!JaneyPoos Nov 25, 2004

Thank you for your favouritizm!

JaneyX

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"Ain't not'in' but a muffin, we got alotta butter to go."

"I pay the rent in this raggedy mutha f**** and all you do is suck up food and heat"

~Gochikku-Meesan Dec 2, 2004

yea no problem i only give

if i think it's good

~Gochikku-Meesan Dec 2, 2004

yea no problem i only give

if i think it's good

~blackfragilesoul Nov 18, 2004

Thanks for the

on my poem, "Your Perfect"

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Marten: Dude, don't remind me. That ass must have given God a boner when he was sculpting it. Ennngh .
Pintsize: Wouldn't that be incest? Or is it more like a guy jacking off to hentai he drew himself? Hmm.

~Gochikku-Meesan Nov 21, 2004

your very welcome

~Gochikku-Meesan Aug 24, 2004

Akitokit,
you are very welcome for the

i thought it was really cool

~Gochikku-Meesan Aug 24, 2004

hi Janey
your welcome for all the comments. sorry if I don't write back on my message board that fast I always forget to check It.

!JaneyPoos Sep 8, 2004

No prob my computers been busted anyways. I got it back at about 1800 ish and have been reinstalling things and trying to catch up with people and things since... it is now (in my time) 00:13... hmm pants. lol

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"Ain't not'in' but a muffin, we got alotta butter to go."

"I pay the rent in this raggedy mutha f**** and all you do is suck up food and heat"

!JaneyPoos Aug 23, 2004

Just thought I'd pop in. Say hi. Chill. maybe have a cup of tea. Put my feet up for abit. *sip*

Thanks for all your comments on my stuff. Always much appreciated!

Now I'd love to say to you I'm gonna go play Kingdom Hearts right now but I'm actually gonna go play Final Fantasy X cos I'm in that kinda mood!

See ya around!

JaneyX

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"Ain't not'in' but a muffin, we got alotta butter to go."

"I pay the rent in this raggedy mutha f**** and all you do is suck up food and heat"

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